Wasn’t There

If only I was unwanted,
my pain could have been
spared.
It’d only take an hour or
so, no one would know
nor care.
If I were non-existant,
my agony would be spared.
The endless days of torment,
those moments full of terror.
Sometimes I would be better
off if alas I wasn’t here!
How can I undo the damage
and correct this fine mistake?
Should I take my life and reach
too soon heavens golden gate?
How can I blame my Mother?
For if she had known the pain
this world would inflict upon
her one and only babe;
she sees nothing would
be gained.
If only I was unwanted,
my pain could have been spared.
The selfish act of Motherhood
is what brought me here.

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